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Four Lights

Before Christmas, all three of our individual Christmas trees fell apart in unique ways. For my brother and I the lights simply failed; the other family tree was slowly disintegrating and is nearing the rubicon of being unusable. It seemed … Continue reading

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Hmmm. I’m Back—

After some excruciating times during the holidays requiring any and all reserves of strength to endure, I’ve returned. I’m working through “Grief Day by Day” by Jan Warner, encountered this quote, and knew it was a sign to return. ❤️ … Continue reading

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Over 40 years in the making

Mom’s Christmas cactus inexplicably, suddenly blooms. It is the first time it has bloomed in over 40 years.

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December 11, 2024: Cold Lake

I did a double take first thing this morning at 7 am when I turned the page-a-day Audobon calendar. A calendar often featuring different landscapes, and more infrequently, creatures of the earth. A bird. In Cold Lake. My place of … Continue reading

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December 8 Evening Vibes

So much of “my town” are now ghosts; shadows of what once was. Living in the dark recesses of very few people’s memories, and soon to be gone forever. People I’ve loved, places I’ve lived or worked in, all fading. … Continue reading

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Probably my favourite opening song lyric – Round Here

A haunting song whose vibe I feel this morning— Step out the front door like a ghost into the fogWhere no one notices the contrast of white on whiteAnd in between the moon and youThe angels get a better viewOf … Continue reading

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December 4: The Great Grey Owl Appears

In previous posts, I have alluded to the intense bird imagery our family has used, and how Dad was often referred to as a Great Grey Owl. I’ve also made reference for the near suffocating bird imagery we experienced leading … Continue reading

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December 3 Appointment

As it turned out, it was not the long drive, snow, wet and icy roads, cold, dark, or commuter traffic that had been stoking the intangible anxiety that had underpinned my existence for days. Nor was it the specialist appointment … Continue reading

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Alone with your thoughts

Pictured above- Heather showering, about to be assaulted by intrusive thoughts.Image from https://thefilmstage.com/who-directed-the-iconic-psycho-shower-scene/ There are some circumstances where being alone with your thoughts can be very positive. I love mulling things over, making connections, reflecting on experiences, solving problems, etc. … Continue reading

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OECD Stats

I find the latest OECD stats (November 5, 2024) for OECD countries (38 developed and dramatic countries spanning the world) rather sobering. Be kind, everyone. It’s tough times for many. ❤️

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